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This is me, Jeffrey :)) I am 14 years old, Currently Studying at Our Lady Of Lourdes College of Valenzuela (OLLC).
I am ME..no one can change me except ME, I always sleep only 6 or 7 hours a day, I don't know why.. haha. Many people hate me, they say
its because the way I act, talk, and think to..I act like I have no friends in morning at school.. I talk no one, I only talk to those person
who was able to approach me or even want to talk to me..Alone or Lonely, that's how many of my friends/classmates defined me.. but I don't think so
Its not my character, I just want to be friendly and joyful to everyone but when every time we're finish talking or chatting, I almost
hear a Bad comments and Negative attitude "THAT I POSES" (I don't know what it is). I talk loudly and almost shouting.. its not every time..
I just talk loud and almost shouting when the topic is so funny or what makes me so laugh with it.. they have nothing to deal with me..
if they don't want to talk to me then don't. I think like weird.. many weird things comes into my mind.. then I'll tell it to my 'friend' or someone
that close to me then they'll say "huh?" like that then.
I am a Lazy person, but there is a time that comes into my mind "I SHOULD FINISH IT TODAY!! I HAVE TO DO IT" but laziness is dominant I am a Sad person, every time that I receive a comment about me that is negative.. I always feel down.. but I think it's ok because THAT'S ME, I have to admit it or accept it...I'm not trying to say THAT I AM HAPPY WHEN EVERY TIME SOMEONE TELLS ME A NICE WORDS.
AND:
• a Anime addict
• a food enthusiast
• a music enthusiast to
• a TW-Fan
• a JPOP Fan (only in Sawajiri Erika and Arashi and Anime )
• a KPOP FAN!!!
• i like Anime: Bleach, K-ON!! , D.Gray-man, Rozen Maiden, Fruit Basket, Ookami Kakushi, Digimon, Pokemon, Naruto (but I stop watching it), Toradora, Fate/Stay Night.
• a Sophomore Student in OLLC
• my Section is II-Reliance
• I am Vice-President in the Class
• I can dance
• but i can't sing
• I can Draw
• I can speak English
• my Favorite Subject are: English, Biology, TLE, Values, PEHM
• my sport is Taekwondo (but i stop this year..then I'll continue it on march.. supposed to be), Badminton, and Volleyball
• my favorite colors are BLUE, RED, BLACK, and PINK
• I like watching GMA shows, specially "encantadia" hahahaha i don't know why do i like watching it :D...
I Like Changmin of DBSK most in all my favorite KPOP artist. I like Sulli of f(x) most in girls, because she's so cute, adorable, and have a nice manners
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Tuesday, January 25, 2011 00:08
Why?
Why? Why do they have to do this to me? Am I different? Can't I live peacefully? Without getting harmed? Without getting bothered? Without being hurt by those words? Am I not a human, that has a feeling that is being hurt by those kind of words? You think that is funny? You find that funny? Am I that funny? Do YOU even know what you're saying? Do YOU even consider my feelings? Do YOU know that it hurts? Am I that weak? Am I that stupid? What's wrong with me? Why are you being like this? Don't you like me that much? Well, who cares? I don't like you either. I even wanted to be-friends with you, but you're just hard to approach for you being like that, you're not being a human, please, sometime, you should've think first before you act, even that 'thing' you are talking about, you should've think that first. Maybe, you are that kind of person, kind of annoying, just tell me what did I did? Can't you just accept it? Do you have to ignore me that much? Do you have to throw me away just like that? And YOU, I don't like you either. Why are you being like this?
Do I have a friend? Or maybe, the friends that I am calling "friends", I should throw them away to the sea and I'll see who'll floats. You two, don't even know me, I may be obedient, but not to the kinds of person like you, yes YOU! Why are you being like this?
Wednesday, October 13, 2010 05:59
Was this real?
Was this real? I thought we had the laughter, the smiles, and now is gone. Out of my life, forever. But I won't cry for you, but rather I'll sit on a corner of the a dark room, will stay silent and alone.I have to watch in all my life, seeing you with him. You like him don't you? I'm not the one. I fell in love, but I dropped, I'll make a fake smile, so that you don't know how much I was hurt. Love? What a useless word, I thought it was a happiness, but in the end, it became my enemy. Are you asking me if i'm fine? Yes I am FINE! I am... Fucked up.. Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional.. Thank you for asking. What love is? Its a deathwish.You loved someone, you gave everything to her, she seems like your universe that you would die for if it(she) doesn't exist, but what thing that she did to you? She turned you down. Move on? Everyone says, "Move on, Move on" they say it like it's easy right? But do you think it's easy?
Someday's I can't take the pain, I can't endure all the pain, the pain losing my self to you, the pain of knowing that you don't care and so I cry. I cry until there's nothing left to me, than an empty bottomless pit and at that point that nothing matters. Not all scars show, Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see pain someone feels.
-Emo thoughts
Labels: Emo, insecurity, love, nothing, pain, real, thoughts
Saturday, July 17, 2010 08:18
I have nothing to post
I have nothing to post hehehe xD my blog is kinda... xD ok bye hahaha
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 03:27
New School
New School, New Friends, New Life, New Teachers, and New Books to face to. My new school gives me a warm welcome, my school is Colegio de. Sta Cecila, at first I don't know where am I going to go, but when a teacher said that everyone gather in Gym, then I go gym but no one to talk to... luckily there's one person who approach me, Simpao? I know him since 1st year High School because of my friend in OLLC xD so.. I talk to him though.. then he told others that my section is III-Providence then all of my friends in Providence is talking to me now, yeah they are so friendly XD (lols).That day, we had our first flag ceremony, At first, I sang the hymn of OLLC, coz kinda miss my friends there hehehe :)) but then.. listen to our school hymn, I can't get used to it, really, honestly speaking XD. Then met our Adviser, Our beautiful Adviser, Ms. Baylosis, she is our teacher in Math III - Geometry, She is so nice, but if you look at her, she's kinda scary but she's not :).
short post. kthnxbai xD
Labels: Classmates, Friends, School Year, Teacher
Sunday, May 30, 2010 06:51
Sports Fest. And Happy Birthday Yoona :))
May 28, 2009.-This was the opening day of our Sports fest, when I got there, all of them was playing and the others is just sitting there, I played volleyball :)) with my friends and new friends. Friends, really, I wanted to make some friendships to those persons to whom I don't know but, I'm not that friendly haha. We start the sports fest, always, Basketball first White Team vs. Yellow team, at first Yellow team wins the game, the next game Blue vs. Red, sorry I forgot who's the winner kkkkkk... Basketball girls is done then its our turn XD, Volleyball boys, in the first set, Sacristan vs. Sacristan, 2nd Set, its turn of PCY, or PCY with Sacristan :)) 2nd Set we won, 3rd set we won also hahaha :)). And thats the end of the day XD I almost forgot hahaha.
May 29, 2009.
- I didn't attend this day at sports fest :( this is the best day at sports fest hay..
May 30, 2009.
- Last day. We are all beaten up :)) We are only the champion of Basketball Girls.. Good night. I'll edit this tomorrow :))
BTW, Happy Birhtday Yoona XD
Labels: Sportsfest Yoona SNSD Birthday Friends Champion Volleyball Basketball
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 14:51
My Dream
Oh Good Morning :)) Just woke up from my horrible dream :(( I hate my dream today... and the main characters are my classmates during my Sophomore Year and some of my friends at Other sections, and I want to share this to you.. It scares me alot. Really.One day, during our class at Reliance (my section during my Sophomore year), we have a new classmate... and I don't want to mention his name, So I'll name him..."Moon" XD. I used to hate him, I don't like his attitude and many many more, though he doesn't talk to me often. Back to the story, Then its time for our lunch break, my classmate finishes their lunch and me too, and our President told us to play some games, and its weird that the chairs are outside of the classroom.. then we play Trip to Jerusalem game, and they are now down to one chair, and Moon and Me are left.. then our President says "STOP!" And I pushed him away to the chair though its a game, then his head hit the floor, and.. He died.. IDK why because in my dream, I didn't get any punishment from what I did, then the next day, is our exam, his seat is vacant, so our proctor told me to seat there, so I did. When I am currently answering the questions, I saw him, really I saw him walking towards to me and I panicked and scream out loud and pushed everything away to me, and my classmates told me that they saw it to, and when I asked them why they didn't do anything about it they just told me.. "Because its your fault", Indeed its true.
The exam is over. When we will going to check our papers, my papers is not the teacher's desk, and they can't find either, of course I am a bit happy because I can re-take the exam again :)) after they check each others papers, our President told us to come at Moon's house, then we came, and they talk to the mom of Moon and many many, and his mother told us that something strange happen.. There are papers in his room and those papers are test paper and the owner of paper is Me, All of my classmates shocked, because my paper is lost in school.. then we came to Moon's room and the papers has blood on it, I was like dying in that time in my dream, then I wake up... and I saw his body, but I wake up in my dream and I suddenly woke up already.
Really, Its kinda weird but this dream for me is the most scary, I used to dream like this, but not this kind of shit.
Sorry again for my bad english XD